The one thing that I never cared about was money. When I was a kid , it was the least fascinating entity to me. I am an emotional person who finds feelings much more valuable than any other materialistic thing. But now tables have turned, money is my top priority. Not for me , but because of the people around me. I do not know why , I am always attracted to the person who have a crave for name, fame and money. I like to be popular, but wearing an expensive dress or showcasing any expensive material does not amaze me. I prefer creativity. Weather it be my first girl friend or my last girl friend, both left me because I did not have enough money. Though according to both of them, I am a good person and I deserve someone better, but both of them never accepted me as their life partner because I did not have enough money…I had an education loan , I had problems with my family and my salary was just that of a middle class professional. Nothing special, in case of monetary possession.
Moreover, their arrogance made me hate them now, I know both of them are married to richer families, who have surplus financial aids , a good job, pretty real estate and a good family background.
Its good for them , may God give whatever they need, but I can’t forget their words. The arrogance that shows that they have enough money than me makes things different and is the reason why my love for them has turned to hatred.
“Jao jaakar apna ilaaz karao.. or agar paise ki jarurat ho to mere se le lena”….. I will never forget these lines. These lines are heart breaking and if when you hear it from the person you loved the most. God bless her, but tables will turn…